A Confusing and frustrating morning

So I sat this morning to catch up on blogs and wish everyone a Happy New Year and began to write. There is a stong and different energy around this morning speaking in the Language of Light which I can translate only bits and peices so far.

Frustrating because I know I know it and yet I cannot translate it AAAAARGH.

I feel strange, miserable yet not. Confused and perhaps a little sad because of the 'trap' that so much of humanity finds itself in - the not knowing the Truth of who we are.

There is so much Joy and Peace in beginning to understand the Truth and yet for me right now there is confusion and frustaration.

Adding to all that our Landlord with the shop we sublet over Christmas has become ickky and basically told us two days ago that we either had to change a few things or today would be our last day in the shop.

we have decided today will be the last day in the shop. Eventhough we can sort out what he wants we do not want the stress and hassle. there is another shop for us - maybe. we shal see - it might all be coming back to the garage.

Cetainly a new start for the New Year.

Here is my confused writing from this morning.



31/12/06

There is but one step between Goddess and Creator.

There is but one step between Goddess and All of the Earth Realm.

There are seven realms within all of creation.

There are seven realms within each.

(Here I tried to create a picture to explain what I know yet cannot express - SOOOOO frustrating.)

There is no diagram to show the relationships of all to the other - all are One - yet different in form and experience.

In the beginning there came the thought of the One to know itself in different ways. So there was a great explosion of light and into seven Realms the One began to explore Itself in different forms.

Each of these realms has billions of points of light which are all a part of the One yet experiencing themselves as separate or apart.

Earth is the most dense of these realms. It is the realm that has been allowed to experience separation as if it were the only truth. It is in fact illusion - yet it feels like truth within the earth realm.

The feeling of humanity of loss and alonement is profound and yet Humanity is not alone and never separate.

Here I stopped and truly began to question why and how on earth I was supposed to share with others what I feel and know - I told myself I was making it up - it wasn’t important and then this came LOUD AND CLEAR...

This is important dear One, this must be known. It will not be truly comprehended by many but the seeds must be planted and you have been called. Fear not Child. We are with you. You have inkling and understanding with your human mind and you also have full knowledge in the Truth of who you are, of what we speak, and yet the confusion and unsureness comes from a true and real difficulty in translating this understanding into human thinking and language. It will come Treasure, it will come. Teach, share, write, speak into your recorder - your voice is your most powerful tool, speak the words. Teach, share, speak.

You are Treasure Chosen. Your journey is great. Your task is clear and difficult and you are Chosen.

Others will help you to understand that which we call you to translate. The Rose will support and together you will understand much. Your paths are very different yet closely intertwined bringing each to the other understanding and comprehension of what you are here to do and of what you receive.

Rest mind and body, there is time enough.

Adonai.