The Healing Within

A deep and profound healing is occuring within.

It feels strange.

It feels peaceful.

It is exhausting because I am letting go of so much.

It is fulfilling because I am accepting parts of myself I never have before.

It is a cellular change, deep and profound and blessed.


Last night, during a meeting of like minded souls who come together to meet with a common vision, and have done for 12 months, I was attacked energetically and verbally and was very distraught.

I am a very sensitive soul and safety is so important to me - last night our safe group became unsafe - for a short while...

It happened at the beginning of the meeting and I was so shocked I soldiered on for the next 2 hours through the rest. Once it was over however a wonderful Angel came to chat and I found myself in tears and so upset at what had happened.

This beautiful Angel heard me and saw my pain, she drew our meeting leader into the discussion (which I resisted to begin with) and so began one of the most powerful and profound healing processes I have ever been a part of or witnessed.

Over a period of 20 minutes or so I was seen and heard and validated in ways I have never been before. I experienced the sheer peace of being accepted for EXACTLY who I am, these three beautiful women (a maiden, a mother & a crone!) who held me and loved me SAW ME - the real me that I have always thought no one would notice.

The sensitive me who hurts when other people hurt, who is vulnerable and raw and who genuinely does not know how to defend herself from such viscious attacks. The me who does not understand how people can be so hurtful to each other - how they can be so irresponsible and uncaring. The me who is soft and loving and sees only the good in everyone and everything about her.

These beautiful women pledged to care for me, to honour me and take care of me because they saw my need. Not because I was a victim, but because it is who I am.

They shared with me that for them I represent Love Incarnate. The Blessed Crone shared that the first time we met, she was watching me from behind and felt and saw the presence of God as I interacted with others.

They shared that I am such a powerful guiding light for them as to how to treat others and themselves, how to embody and express love in all situations.

I stood, I cried and I breathed it in and I began to heal.

When I was 21 I declared that my life purpose was "To be the clearest expression of Love that I can be in every moment."

Now I am 37 and I know that I am Love Incarnate and I shall eternally be the clearest expression of Love that I can be in every moment.

Blessed Be.